Sasha

I saw a wanted poster today
it seems Heaven wants its
angel back.

You've brought soo much
into my life. You've saved
me in more ways than you
can ever know.

When our eyes met this morning,
even tho just for a moment, Such
a glow came over me I could
light up the darkest night.

The Night

Sky of darkness,
Sky of comfort,
in the night I find
all the things hidden
by the day.

Sky of darkness,
Sky of comfort,
in the night I find
safety, security
and peace.

Pain

I shout, but nobody hears me.
I cry, but no one sees my tears.
Only the glass knows my pain,
Only the glass can help me now.
It cuts deep in my arm, releasing
The demon that haunts my soul.


I'm a big believer in honesty. So heres me being honest: I'm a cutter. When I feel an emotional overload, I reach for a piece of glass. If thats not available any sharp object will do. The pain and sight of blood does ease what I feel and allows me to cope. Last night was just such a night. But instead of cutting I wrote that poem.

Sunset

Sunset,
Red clouds on a dark blue sky.
Sunset,
Children playing a game of stickball.
Sunset,
Taking a stroll in the park.
Sunset,
The city sleeps.

For Sasha

Two hearts together
Now live apart.
Seperated ONLY by miles,
Bound by the arms of Love